T Oct 19 2010

Conversations With Tamara

I could hear several of the doors in my house opening and closing as if the wind was slowly pushing them open in one direction and then other. Suddenly the door in my office slammed shut! But there was no wind...

all the windows in the house were closed. Someone was there.

The first part of this article is an introduction to how Tamara and I met and entered into our new found relationship and agreement.

On October 19, 2010 I had a bizarre experience while meditating. My usual meditations begin by greeting my guides and higher self, setting intentions, or just letting my higher self guide me through the experience. On this day for some reason…. I greeted my spirit guides but also welcomed any other spirits of higher consciousness to come in and communicate if they wished to.

About three quarters of the way into my meditation I could hear several of the doors in my house opening and closing. As if the wind was moving them, slowly pushing them open in one direction as the old hinges creaked, then pushing them back in the other direction. Suddenly the door in my office where I was meditating slammed shut! The only thing was... there was no wind… all of the windows were shut because it had been raining.

I knew someone was here and wanted to make sure their presence was known to me. Using telepathy I asked who was here… I waited a few moments but there was no response, so I asked again….. and I heard what sounded like “Tarma”, which soon became clearer and revealed to me as, Tamara. I asked if she was a new guide, or deceased being and she said no, she was neither. She told me she was a galactic being living on a planet 7 solar systems a way from earth. At that moment I could see her faintly in my minds eye… She was pale and small, with a large head and large eyes – she appeared to be kind and gentle. She said that I had lived with them many years ago as a visitor, and that her and I would get to know each other, and then she was gone.

I was pretty excited to say the least…. But I have to be honest and wondered whether I had taken things too far and was beginning to slip into some advanced state of psychosis!

The next day I was outside having a cigarette and was thinking about whether or not Tamara would show up again… and just as that thought crossed my mind, Tamara came in and began chatting up a storm… it was almost more like she was sending me a download of information rather than talking. There was so much information coming in at once I asked her to please stop and wait until I meditated so I could get clear. She said I didn’t need to meditate in order to connect with her – we were already connected. But I asked her to wait anyways, and she did.

I went inside to mediate and began my process… my guides advised me that Tamara was the real deal and they were going to step out of the way for the moment. I tried to meditate because I wanted to get really clear before reconnected with Tamara, but I could feel her waiting for me to finish and I was too excited as her thoughts were already leaking into mine – I couldn’t wait… I jumped up and ran to the computer, I opened the flood-gates and let her in and we started to converse!

During the course of our conversation, a few people had been writing in to me on Facebook wanting to ask questions, so I incorporated their questions into our conversation. What you will read below is my first full-on communication with Tamara. My questions are in Bold text and Tamara’s responses are below mine in regular text.

Tamara… why are you here? You started saying something earlier this

afternoon about human beings and our emotions but I cut you off and asked you to wait until I had time to sit and write it all down… so please continue….

Human beings are one of the few galactic species that can feel emotion at such a deep level. Many galactic beings can and do feel, as well as express emotion, but not at the same depth as humans.

Many of us are farther advanced in technology because we have superior intellect that has evolved over time but our emotional make up is not as complex, it’s a little more… simplistic. It allows us to feel and to express and to have an attachment to others and to love - allowing us to stay connected to our heart chakra but very few species have the emotional range and depth of the human being. This is partly why so many other galactic beings and cultures study the human with such great interest as it is beyond our personal experience except for those who have experienced prior incarnations as human.

We find the human drama as fascinating as you find your own drama of the human experience... such as the way you are moved to great emotion when you watch movies and read stories – yet we can only relate to it through a more intellectually based experience. Although… interestingly enough, the more we study the process and experience of human emotion we actually experience our own emotional expansion.

A lot of galactic beings are more highly evolved in body chemistry and genetics - We also have a much lower rate of disease and illness, which in part is due to having a more limited range of emotional experience. This works in our favor because we do not hold on to things emotionally the way you do. And so it is more unlikely that we bring disease upon ourselves through repressed or blocked emotions. But the reason we do not hold on to this emotional baggage is not because of our advanced intelligence or wisdom, it is because we are not programmed for such deep emotional experience the way you are. The deeper the emotions, the deeper the imprint of the experience – and the harder it is to let go.

This is why so many galactic beings are so very fond of the human race, as we hold you in very high regard. Not because of your intellect or wisdom – but because you are so incredibly heart based. There are certain aspects of the human experience that are tied to your deep emotions, such as passion… a being cannot experience a deep sense of passion without being able to feel deeply on an emotional level – it is the intensity and depth of the emotional experience that creates the passion. Whereas our species doesn’t really experience the feeling of passion – we experience commitment out of understanding, but not out of passion or drive. We experience intellectual curiosity and we take great interest in things from an intellectual perspective, but we do not feel great passion for things the way you do… yet we have a very clear understanding of passion, but not from an emotional understanding.

We are very capable of love, but our love is without passion, it is not sterile, but it is not as attached to memories, situations, or even energetic pulls and ties to other souls from previous lifetimes… it’s more generic, or shall I say… unattached from experience. It is almost more of an understanding than a feeling – an understanding of what love is… an understanding of it’s importance, an understanding of how it should and can be used, an understanding of it on an energetic level, and an understanding that love is the universal language of transformation… yet we do not express or feel love through passion or attachment.

I do not tell you this to paint us to be unfeeling, uncaring, or heartless beings… far from it. We are just not as deeply heart based as you are, and this is why we are so fond of humans. And this is why I am here, Gil – to study you, to share with you, and I mean you personally because you are so deeply heart based with a such a great sense of passion. Do not misunderstand… I do not look upon you as an experiment, but merely to share…. for us to have an exchange… a meeting of heart and mind. You have been with us before and I invite you back to spend time with us again. In fact, you have already agreed before entering this life that you will return again to visit with us in your next incarnation if you choose. That is still open to you.

Many beings have come to us after leaving the human form and have chosen to incarnate directly afterward as one of us in order to help our species evolve into more heart centered beings. Just as many of us have chosen to incarnate and return as humans to help your people develop and expand intellectually.

Imagine how incredible the human experience would be as a deeply heart centered being with higher intelligence! Which by the way…. intelligence is only an expansion of consciousness, it really has very little to do with IQ or a superior brain – it’s all about thought expansion. Although many of your people are not connected to their hearts, they still have the innate capability, it is only a matter of connecting to the heart or unblocking in order to feel these deeply profound emotions that you have been programmed to experience, With us it is different, it is not within the organic make up of our original DNA structure, we have to evolve into it. So we will be helping each other!

How was I able to pick up on you and connect with you?

I have been sending subtle messages to you through your senses and waiting to see if you would pick up on any of the messages or signals. When you went to the channel workshop the other night with Marilyn and Adironda – the way you connected to Adironda’s energy told me you were consciously open enough to receive me. Then your friend Cody posted a song on his Facebook page (As The Rush Comes - See it below the article) that has a certain frequency in it’s melodic structure that awakened you on a subconscious level to open yourself up to me. We have been using Cody to facilitate things because you are sensitive to him and his vibration. He has been here on our planet before as well. When I noticed that you were playing the song over and over I realized you were attracted to the frequency and you were opening up and clearing your channel.

Then on your next meditation you invited any spirits of higher wisdom to come through and make contact if they wished to communicate and that was my opening and invitation. You heard my name when I called out to you and I knew we were now in sync. I like that song very much too. We do not have music like yours, but I enjoy some of your music and especially this song – it has a very galactic feel to it and projects the listener into a conscious and emotional journey – very good.

Speaking of hearing your name come through... My friend Stahsha

said that Tamara doesn’t sound like a very galactic name.

It isn’t…… we actually do not have names the way you do….. we have frequency tags. Meaning when we are born into being we are coded with a genetic frequency that tags us or identifies us….. the way you have bar codes on sale-able items…. But ours codes are frequency based… so I chose a name that would come close to resembling my frequency if I were able to put it into words or sound – do you understand?

Yes, I understand. So are you female in gender?

Yes….. we have male and female beings as you do but not as strongly geared to one specific gender or the other - We are more of a blend but we still have an identifiable gender.

Is it true that humans are really descendants of an alien species?

Yes….. since most Alien or Galactic beings as we refer to them, have been in physical existence longer than the human species, there are many genetic codes that were taken from other beings that were used as the building blocks for creating human genetics – but for all intensive purposes in the way you think about this you are truly human…… we just share some similar physical and mental biological qualities – the way a palm tree and a cactus would share similar organic structural components of plant matter, but a palm tree and a cactus are two very different species of plants. But you are not an alien species or being taken over by one – you are unique species of its own.

So how does this fit into the issue of Creation vs Evolution?

Rather than looking to one or the other for all the answers, why not both? There is truth in both and the higher truth is that the answer is a combination of both ideas – evolution cannot be fully supported without spiritual concept and the spiritual concepts cannot be supported in a 3D reality without aspects of evolution – one supports the other – the are symbiotic in nature.

Are there really alien abductions of humans?

Yes…. But to my awareness there is no human taken by aliens who have not contracted for this experience before incarnating into their present life form. It is mostly that many of them are blocked by fear and do not remember there prior agreements or contracts. But this is usually for the expansion and awakening of the human who has placed themselves in this situation for a variety of reasons….. and one of those reasons is to help the whole of humanity awaken to the possibility of life beyond your planet as well as for universal expansion.

But it is not as drastically horrifying an experience as shown in most of your movies – although it is true that a lot humans hold a great deal of fear around their experience, but if you can trust in higher purpose then you will understand it is not out of cruelty – but there is higher purpose to it all.

In most cases we do not need to abduct you to study you, as I am here to work with you, we can do so in a peaceful manner and explore and share with each other mostly through and exchange of consciousness and energy using direct communication.

So you said you were here to share with me and to help expand

and advance your experience as more heart centered being.

How will you experience this through me?

By our communication and your sharing of personal experience – but also if you allow me I can link with your energetic field during our time together and during our off time so I can experience your emotional field through actual vibration. I can actually ride your frequency to feel the vibrations of your emotions while attempting to understand them on an intellectual basis for learning – You will not experience any change in your perceptions, although you may feel my presence at times since you are sensitive to energy - but only if you allow me to do this, I will not intrude without permission – do I have your permission to do this?

Yes, I will allow you to do this and I welcome it!

Can I connect to you in the same way?

Unfortunately not… not because I will not allow it, but you are not at a state of awareness where you can create such an energetic link in the same manner. But I will help you to connect with me in smaller segments if you wish to experience certain things from my perspective. I will assist you the best I can and of course I will answer any questions you have about anything you want to know as long as it is appropriate for me to pass on this information.

OK... It’s a deal!

What else can I share with you, Gil?

Does your being here have anything to do with my fascination with space travel and alien beings? I have always told my friends that if aliens came down from space and wanted to take me I would gladly go as long as I had time to send a few emails before leaving so people would understand my disappearance.

I am smiling…… yes, of course it does. Your pull towards other galactic beings and cultures stems from your past experiences with us and others… combined with the contract you made to allow me to have contact with you in this life – it was all part of the feeling and excitement and fascination you get when thinking about other beings and space travel – why do you think you were so glued the X-Files series! It’s all about remembering the feeling and recognizing the energy of other times and being open to the contract you made when the time presented itself for all the pieces to come together.

My friend Heather wants to know if you have any message for humanity?

Yes, I do Heather… how much time do you have? :-)

One thing I would like to share, is this amazing conundrum of how so many humans cannot comprehend the existence of other beings in the universe… well, we are here and we have been here for a very, very long time. We do not want to take over your planet or turn you into alien creatures or human slaves…. You do enough of that on your own to your own species. Yes, it is true there are some negative and lower frequency beings in the universe, not unlike the variety of humans you have on your planet.

But for the most part – we are all on a soul journey to experience… we all have this in common. We are all learning and growing… humans, other beings, animals, plants, insects, and all organic matter. We share the commonality of this soul journey together, which makes us more uniquely similar than our physical differences. We all originated from spirit and we are all living in duality.

Once you accept this concept you will understand us better and will lose your fear about who and what we really are… because we are the same as you at the core level…. Our real home is your real home, our real family is your real family, we are your family and you are ours……. We have just embodied a different type of experience than you are currently going through but we all share the same origins of existence. On the next incarnation some of you may be us and some of us may be you – we are all completely interchangeable!

We are a spiritual universal family on different journeys of exploration and experience but we come together from time to time to share our experiences and reunite at the journey’s end.

Embrace us as we embrace you. We truly do have the highest regard for human life. We see you as the official spiritual warriors of the Universe. You have chosen a very harsh reality to experience. A reality filled with beauty and wonder and miracles, but because of your tremendously deep emotional connection to each other there is also devastating heartache and sadness beyond comprehension. To most of us in other galaxies you are the courageous souls who risk the devastation and heart ache of your own existence to bring greater light to our Universe. We see who you are – and we would love for you to see us for who we are.

OK, Emeric wants to know if ‘Contact’ will be made with those people

who are not channels? I’m assuming he means sometime soon...

Hello Emeric…. Sadly…. No. Not in the very near future if that’s what you mean. And the reason for this is so we do not upset the balance of things being able to play out on their own time table. As I was just explaining to Heather, we would like to make more contact on an open platform, but the consciousness of your people is not completely ready for it and your government would not know how to handle it… or how to handle the response of the people… it would just cause too much disruption right now.

However…. We are making contact on an individual basis with ordinary non-channels (this is amusing to us because everyone is a channel) as well as government officials and working with humanity on a more personal one-on-one basis for the time being. And as things progress and begin to change and more and more people are having personal experiences with us and the overall awareness is shifting – then and only then will it be time for interplanetary contact.

But if you wish to communicate with one of us, just open your awareness to this and request this through your higher self. We are not allowed to step in without permission, but if you want this experience you may choose this for yourself.

Tamara, how long will you be visiting with me?

There is no time limit set, You and I will share for as long as it serves us both and when it does not… we will separate. But now that our connection has been formed we will always be able to call upon each other when needed. Is this agreeable with you?

Yes, very much so. Well, I’m tired so we will call it a night and continue

more at another time….. Oh one more thing…… I’m about to eat some

Reese’s peanut butter cups…… will you experience this as well?

No…. not through digestion and actual taste… but I will experience any sensory emotional reactions you have to it as you eat it. I can feel you becoming excited at the idea of it.

Yes... :P - OK, signing off for now!

Goodnight, Gil

My Conversations With A Galactic Being

By Gil Alan

October 19, 2010